Tell me you love me, Liar

So I am confused and hurt. My boyfriend, or who I thought was, has been a liar all along. He told me him and his ex were done an I believed him, until someone told me they are still together but fighting. My dignity has reached an all time low. I feel used and thrown out. Is there anyone I can trust? I let my guard down for a minute and I get stabbed in the heart. I earnestly believe that everything happens for a reason. In this case it is to show me one less guy that I know will not be my true love. So he can tell me he loves me and then go and leave me. That piece of my heart I gave away I can never get back, never undo the things I did. Gosh when will my prince come?

An inspiration

Life is a mixture of sunshine and rain. Laughter and pleasure-teardrops and pain. All days can't be bright but certainly it's true. There was never a cloud the sun didn't shine through. So keep smiling beside you. Secure in the knowledge that GOd is beside you. And your days when you smile will be brighter and all your burdens will be so much lighter. For each time you smile you will find its true. Someone somewhere will smile back at you. And nothing on earth can make life more worthwhile than the sunshine and warmth of a beautiful smile!

A guy who likes a girl who likes a guy

Why can't relationships be easy?? I have learned some interesting facts about guys. First they are fragile and really go through pain in breakups but they are also persistent when it comes to getting a girl. I also learned they are oblivious. The guy I like has NO idea I like him, yet the rest of the word sees how obvious it is. Then this kid likes me, but I don't like him. I don't want to break his heart, so I pulled the "just friends" on him. He is persistent in winning me over. I was watching friendzone and got inspired. Maybe, I should just tell him the truth. If he is my true friend, he will understand. We all need to take risks in life. I need to get out of the friendzone. I am going to tell him the truth and hope for the best!

My day in one word: crazy!

So today I went to the human bodies exhibit in NYC. It was so interesting. I went to dialogue in the dark and I honestly look at the world differently now. The experience of being blind was eye opening. I also had an experience getting there. Our driver turned on the heat and instead of opening a window, he opens the door! So then we got pulled over and in NYC we got lost and did so many illegal u turns an do not parks. Also the potty door was broken and would not lock so it kept swinging open on the bus. He was a bad driver...maybe bad enough to make the news!?!